Dasha.. do you know that Bucik taught me how to bath you.. As a very experienced doctor, he bathed tens of babies during his internship. But most of all.. Bucik did it with a LOT of love.. I remember that after bath, then Neni will come and put the eucalyptus oil and baby powder on you.. Then we all will take turn to kiss you :)

Remember darling, perhaps it is hard, but use our top imagination... think about Bucik's hands and how he took care of you with TONS of love...